at 9:02 PM

Maybe it was all wrong. The trust somehow kind of broke today. I realised what i did for you is somehow not appreciated in a way. Maybe, it was too one-sided on my side. I have learned the truth of how 'trust takes years to build, yet seconds to destroy'. Or maybe, i trust people too easily. Our friendship will never be the same again i supposed. I dont know whether i should trust you again, well, what for, i dont even think you will know, you dont even come to my blog, so what for, you wont even read this.

Thanks to you, i have learned a BIG lesson, i will never ever break my promise to anyone, i'll appreciate everyone, i have learnt it the really hard way. I'll appreciate everything from now on. Even if its a small thanks, a small care i treat it BIG! Whatever, i should not have wasted my effort, my ink and paper!


THANKS KELLY, JASMINE, TRINI, ISOBEL, GILAINE, GWEE, RANE for comforting me today! i love you girls. :D you guys are that light when times are dark, a hand reaching out! :D thanks, i love you! :D

cause you are no longer the light, for you left me alone when times are dark, your hand is no longer reaching out, can i trust you even further? because of you, i began to think differently about friendship. can our friendship continue to go on, or will it stop from here. or maybe our affinity is going to end. can i ever trust you again?

and can i start trusting friends again? or God is the only one whom i can trust?

OR IS IT JUST MY FUCKING PROBLEM! I GUESS I'M PMS-ING. YOU CAN JUST BLOODY IGNORE THIS POST, CAUSE I JUST NEED TO RANT IT ALL OUT!

i hate some annoying bitches and irritating people!